Holidays are ending. Next week, we will begin our 2nd year of the diploma course. Heh, I feel so heavy….I think I’ll have to drag myself to the college. Critisizable lecturers, tons of assignments, and odd hours of lectures. Sigh…..I don’t feel like going back there. I don’t know why, everytime I enter the college, a bad feeling would be there. It’s weird……I do not know why I always feel like this.
I week of holiday has passed. Now, its the last week of holiday…….
Hmm, last week I went for Diamond water and demonstration talk, about 3 times. Yesterday was the 3rd. They’re promoting their product, Diamond filter and spa. The filter cleanses the water, obviously, but it also clears the chlorine that is in the water, making it safer to use. A lot safer, actually……
Well, this holiday is getting boring. No friends to hang out with, all of them are quite busy or away for their hometowns. When you’re at this age, make memories. If you don’t, it will manipulate you, turning you into an angry or bitter person.
The Lake House. I have just watched this movie. Very interesting, makes you feel that you have that kind of love life. How nice if my love life is something like that.
After watching this, now I really feel something is missing from my life. Someone to love, to care for, and to be with. I’ve been waiting to cross this line all my life. This is the truth……..
This has compelled me to become someone better, better than who I am now.
Now, I am willing to change.
Yes!! Finally the holidays arrived!! What’s more, I have the whole house to myself today!! Haha! To all my Dasein classmates, Happy Holidays and have a good time!
The impossible scenarios that could only exist theoreticaly in the universe…….
Parallel universes, wormholes, time travel……these theories are impossible to be made real……
But what if it ‘is’ possible? What if we could travel in time, or to another world? Einstien proved that it could exist…..but no one knows for sure.
From what I think, maybe God doesn’t want us to find out about it. It’s a good thing too, for fatal consequences could happen if it falls into the wrong hands.
Sorry, maybe I watch too much television…….but its the fact…
Face it.
Holidays are starting real soon……Can’t wait for it to come…..
Finally,a break from assignments. My friends, hope you all have a very good time during this holidays. Maybe we will hang out together,ok?
But I want to backtrack for awhile…..I really miss foundation year.
A lot of fun……getting to know new friends, going out together for a trip ( remember the Pulau Ketam trip? XD ), and the best of all, falling for someone for the 1st time.
How I wished I could turn back time and relieve those wonderful moments….. 
I don’t think I can take it anymore. The photography course is taking up most of my time. Not only that, it is also troubling my mum and dissappointing my brother.
I feel like giving up……I don’t feel like doing this anymore…..
It’s too pressuring….
But I’m not giving up….I’m going to finish it and be done with it……..
During the past few days, my mood was not good. I’m being pressured by a couple of incidents that happened. I cannot say it here, its too hard and painful to say….
Now I know what its like to be streesed out.
Since my last post, I didn’t feel like blogging because of all this….pressure.
But its ok. Don’t worry…….
Because someone told me…………
everything will be better.
Wish me luck.
