DGD062 Genex

This is the first time that I ever missed someone. During the Chinese New Year holidays,I felt something is missing. That’s when I realized that I am actually missing someone……and that someone is the girl I liked. Its painful…..the more you don’t see her, the more you miss her. After the holidays,I was excited that I’m going to see her….and scared at the same time,because I do not know whether it will be painful,or sad to see her.
Now I hope to change into a better person…..I do not want to annoy her like I did before…because I don’t want to lose her….yet.

Hey.
I’ve been writing blog for the past month and I haven’t wrote anything about my details.
My name is Eugene, 19 years old. I study at Dasein Academy of Art, taking the Graphic Design course and currently in my 1st year 2nd sem. I entered the college without any friends with me. Though I’m alone, some of my classmates made friends with me. I was surprised to know that the college uses Mandarin as a teaching language. Since I’m English educated, English became my main speaking language. With very little knowledge of Mandarin, I find it hard to cope with the lectures. The Dean came to know about my problem, and since I’m the only English educated student around the college, he decided to see me personally. Ever since that day, lectures slowly changing to use more of English. I felt relieved and guilty at the same time, because my classmates are all Chinese educated. Some of them became my  good friends.

Now, I’m more open. Ready to meet new people. College life has just gotten interesting……

Hey,sorry…I thought that was a rejection. All these things are kinda new to me…so I might take awhile to understand. But, if the time comes where I have to let you go, I hope I can. For now, don’t go yet…..not just yet…

Chinese new year was fun….and boring as well. I never knew that boringness could actually make
me mad…haha…
Went to Jonker Street, bought some stuff, ( not my stuff, Should have bought something there)
attended 4 reunion dinners( whew! I’m stuffed….I think I grew a little fat..haha).
Went to played pool and bowling yesterday with my cousin, dad, bro, and my three cousins.
Cool!
Today we had to return to KL,…so sad and heavy hearted,I do not wish to leave this peaceful place…..I consider Malacca to be my second home……
This trip has changed me a bit…opened up a new side of me….
I’m looking forward to go there again….
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!

I said the stupidest things to her…..and not knowing how hurtful it is to her…   
Until she send a message, which describe her anger…..so painful….
After that, i realized how rude the question was….then i apologized. She replied showing that she forgave me…but i felt that text is not enough to express my apology.
I did vocally instead….she said its ok, don’t worry about it…..
I felt really better….

But still,i still feel guilty…..

Haa…….What a relief!! Finally all my final assignments are done!! Now I can relax…..for awhile….
Next week I’ll start my extra studies, photography and figure sketching. That’s more like it!!